Before Our Innocence Was Lost
~400 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus, Sirius/James :: 5/22/06
James isn’t jealous. Being jealous would mean he wants Sirius, which he doesn’t.
Leave Me Shuddering for Days
~1300 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 5/15/06
Ewan likes watching porn and Johnny Lawless is his favourite star. (Note: Commentary for this fic can be found here.)
Don’t Think
200 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 5/6/06
It’s not what he wants, but Jude takes what he can get.
Deadline
~2200 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 5/1/06
Ewan’s deadline gets pushed up and Jude is assigned to help him finish the project.
After School
~900 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/26/06
Ewan can’t help but notice how Jude sticks the tip of his tongue out when he concentrates. Things go downhill from there.
Anywhere but Here
~300 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor, Jude Law/Rachel Weisz :: 4/24/06
But it’s just what you say to girls, isn’t it? What gets them into bed. Or onto the sofa, as the case may be. It’s not like Jude means it. He can’t.
Against the Rules
~600 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/23/06
They have a deal: if Ewan brings someone home, all shagging should take place in his own bedroom, and the same goes for Jude. Now, a bit of a snog on the sofa while you’re watching a video, that’s fine. What’s not fine is coming home to find your flatmate shoved up against the wall in the hallway with his jeans around his thighs and some bloke’s tongue down his throat. That’s definitely against the rules, no question about it.
Hangover
~300 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/21/06
The bathroom greets him with the acrid smell of vomit and Ewan’s snoring.
Working Late
~200 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/20/06
Ewan pays Jude a visit while he’s working late.
Wet
~500 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/19/06
Ewan’s jeans are harder to get off, sticking to his skin and catching on his feet, and it’s only when he’s bending down to peel off his socks that he realises he’s starkers in the middle of the hallway and Jude is just standing there.
Worth It
~200 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/18/06
Giving a blowjob in the loo may be gross, but sometimes it’s worth it.
This Dangerous but Irresistible Pastime
~3800 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/15/04 -4/17/06
The first time, Ewan was surprised this bloke even approached him. Bloody gorgeous and what does he need to be paying for sex? But pay he does, nervously, like he’s never done this before. And maybe he hasn’t, or maybe it’s an act; Ewan doesn’t care one way or the other. (Note: This is a set of stories written over two years. Dates represent the dates the stories take place in the timeline, which jumps around a bit. While I had wanted to write more in this universe, the stories are complete and the most recent one ends where I wanted the series to end, so it is not a work-in-progress.)
Silence That Speaks so Much Louder Than Words (Remixes Lead to the Dark Side)
~1000 words :: Star Wars :: Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon :: 4/3/06
All his life, Obi-Wan has been taught that no Jedi are stronger than a bonded pair; it’s not something he can easily let go of. (Note: This is a remix of Fox’s In Which Fox Meets Emu’s Challenge, written for Remix…Redux IV.)
Gladiator
~200 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 3/6/06
Ewan can’t believe he’s reduced to working in a fucking cinema…
From the Brightest Star
~700 words :: I ♥ Huckabees :: Albert/Brad :: 3/4/06
Folded up neatly in his pocket is another poem, scribbled on a Kleenex as Brad lay dozing next to him. It’s called “The Brightest Star”, and despite the fact that Albert waxed lyrical about Brad’s face, physique, and proficiency at fellatio, he can’t quite bear to throw it away.
No Understanding No Sound from Above
~1500 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus :: 2/22/06
Remus has a secret that has nothing to do with the full moon.
Sharing
~1100 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah/Hannah Wood :: 2/13/06
Dom is the guy Hannah meets at college. Not the only guy, of course, but the one girls dream about in high school. The guy who’ll sweep them off their feet when they’re on the other side of the country, away from home for the first time in their lives. The One, even. Hannah is prone to fits of romanticism.
Wank Fodder
100 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus :: 2/5/06
Sirius never swallows.
Not Something I Can Be Proud Of
~800 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus, Sirius/Harry :: 1/29/06
Even with James dead and gone for fourteen years, Sirius still can’t forget him. Remus was foolish to think otherwise. (Note: Commentary for this fic can be found here.)
Sleeping with Ghosts
~1000 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus, Remus/Tonks :: 1/26/06
Remus knows it isn’t right, but it’s easier this way. (Note: This was remixed by Lady Goodman for Remix…Redux IV.)
Rude Awakening
~500 words :: Brokeback Mountain :: Alma :: 1/11/06
Her voice didn’t break and she didn’t say don’t you wait for your prince, ’cause he ain’t comin’, or other things a four-year-old wouldn’t understand.
You Will Be Mine
~1300 words :: Star Wars :: Obi-Wan/Anakin :: 1/9/06
Anakin’s realisation that Obi-Wan’s relationship with Qui-Gon went beyond master and padawan fuels his desire to have Obi-Wan for himself. (Note: Commentary for this fic can be found here.)
Hit Me Baby One More Time
~1300 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah :: 1/5/06
Dom is shocked at what he finds on Elijah’s iPod and decides a little punishment is in order. (Note: Commentary for this fic can be found here.)
Whiskey in Your Veins
400 words :: Jason Isaacs/Liam Neeson :: 10/11/05 – 12/25/05
A handful of stories set in a universe where Jason is a vampire. (Note: These are posted in the order I wrote them, so the internal timeline skips around a bit. Commentary can be found here.)
Memories
~200 words :: Star Wars :: Obi-Wan :: 12/25/05
For the first time, the memory of Qui-Gon brought with it no sharp stab of pain to ruin the moment.
Another Drink
~1200 words :: Seinfeld :: George/Elaine :: 12/25/05
It’s entirely possible this is the worst party Elaine has ever been to. Any party where the bulk of the evening is spent talking to George is by definition a bad party. You never know who you might pick up at a party, but it’s hard to imagine anyone being worse than George. (Note: Commentary for this fic can be found here.)
In the Dark
150 words :: Sean Bean/William Fichtner :: 12/25/05
In the dark, Sean could be anyone. In the dark, anyone could be Bill.
Hands-On Experience
~400 words :: Jason Isaacs/Tom Felton :: 12/25/05
“I’m only doing this course because my mum insisted. I wanted to study Fishery Management, but she said there’s no future in that…erm, okay, actually this isn’t about the course at all,” he blurts out.
The Choices We Make
~1000 words :: Closer :: Dan/Larry :: 12/25/05
Though Alice and Anna are out of the picture, Dan and Larry can’t seem to escape each other. (Note: Commentary for this fic can be found here.)
I’ve Been Wondering Where We’ve Gone
~300 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus :: 12/2/05
Sirius tries to remember when things changed.
First Class
~1800 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 12/2/05
Ewan’s never flown first class before. Never had the money. Still doesn’t have the money, but he’s not paying for it. Coach was overbooked, but there was room in first class and he’d been the lucky one to get bumped up. (Note: Commentary by Ruth can be found here.)
All Hallows’ Eve
~400 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus :: 10/31/05
It’s the same dream he always has. He’s in bed and Sirius is there with him like he never left. Like he hasn’t abandoned Remus yet again.
Unexpected Consequences
~1500 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah :: 10/22/05
Dom finds out Elijah is an alien and freaks out.
Magic in Our Blood
200 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Armand :: 10/21/05
Armand never breathes, and I wonder if after hundreds of years, I, too, will stop breathing. It is only a reflex, after all, no longer necessary for our continued existence.
No Explanation
~500 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah :: 10/18/05
Elijah doesn’t know how it happened.
Fair Trade
~400 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah :: 10/16/05
Bookstores can be a great place to meet guys.
Focus
100 words :: Star Wars :: Obi-Wan :: 10/14/05
He has lost both Master and Padawan now. He has lost the Order. They have lost the war.
Back for More
100 words :: Ewan McGregor/Jonny Lee Miller :: 10/12/05
“Admit it,” Jonny waves a sock at Ewan, “this is why you left the lights off. You knew if I saw them, I’d be out the door.”
Like in the Movies
~1100 words :: The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay :: Sammy/Joe :: 10/10/05
He can see the way their lips move together, just like men and women kiss. Just like in the movies, but there aren’t any movies like this, at least not that Sammy’s ever seen.
A Learning Experience
~3000 words :: original fiction :: 9/9/05
When Ayumu’s best friend Mari tries to convince him he’s gay, he tells her she’s crazy. But when he can’t stop thinking about his new tutor, he begins to wonder if she might be right after all…
Best of a Bad Situation
100 words :: Ewan McGregor/Jonathan Rhys Meyers :: 8/5/05
“You don’t like it?” Jonny asks, looking genuinely puzzled, but the corners of his lips start to twitch the longer Ewan glowers at him. “Maybe it’d look better off.”
Desk
100 words :: Ewan McGregor/Liam Neeson :: 8/1/05
Being fucked over a desk is overrated.
Getting a Bit Obsessed
100 words :: Harry Potter :: Harry/Draco :: 7/30/05
Ron’s had it up to here with Harry’s little obsession.
Not Pretty When You Cry
~700 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 7/19/05
Jude’s bolloxed everything up, but maybe it’s not so bad after all.
Answer
100 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 7/18/05
Ewan isn’t sure whether it’s an invitation or utter cluelessness.
In the Mirror
100 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 7/11/05
Jude’s morning ritual. (Note: This is a sequel to The Thin Line Between Love and Hate.)
Rain
300 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 7/9/05
It won’t be grand. It’ll be freezing and I’ll, I’ll freeze to death, and you’ll have that on your conscience.
Useless Talent
200 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus :: 6/28/05
Sirius has always been able to tell when someone wants him. Or has he?
In a Heartbeat
100 words :: Enemy at the Gates :: Vassily/Danilov :: 6/23/05
He’s not sure why making the front page is so important – he was only doing his job – but if it keeps Danilov smiling at him like that, he’ll do it again in a heartbeat.
The Kind of Question
~2000 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah/Billy/Orlando :: 6/20/05
Is this how orgies happen?
Truth
~1300 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 5/23/05
“Truth,” Jonny says, thunking down another empty glass, “or dare?”
Can’t Get You Out of My Head
100 words :: I ♥ Huckabees :: Albert/Brad :: 5/5/05
Albert’s subconscious is not cooperative.
Substitute
100 words :: Harry Potter :: Harry/Draco :: 5/3/05
Draco fantasises about fucking Potter.
Seeing Other People
~600 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus, Sirius/James :: 4/27/05
Remus wants Sirius. Sirius wants James. Neither is getting what they want.
The Beach
~400 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/22/05
Sand and handjobs don’t mix.
Saturday
100 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/17/05
It’s Saturday, which means Indian after the pub.
Surfing
~200 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah :: 4/17/05
Surfing’s no fun alone and the weather sucks anyway.
Just This Once
~500 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor, Jude Law/Robert Carlyle :: 4/12/05
Jude is up from London. Ewan doesn’t know what Carlyle’s got over Jude, but he’s got something. Has to have. Jude is mechanical when Carlyle cups his chin, turns his head, kisses him. Ewan thinks he could make Jude lose that detachment, but he’s not sticking around, and no way is he crossing Carlyle anyway.
Chat-Up Lines
200 words :: Jude Law/Elijah Wood :: 4/7/05
Elijah’s lips are wrapped around one of those little clove cigarettes he’s been sucking down all day, and it’s easy enough to imagine them wrapped around something else.
Holidays
~600 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 4/5/05
Two boys meet on holiday.
The Shape of Things
100 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 3/31/05
Ewan’s words change everything.
You’re a Little Late (Letters Never Sent Remix)
~2200 words :: Harry Potter :: Sirius/Remus :: 3/25/05
Remus knew where he stood with Sirius. Had known for years. (Note: This is a remix of Jaebi Lit’s Oi, M, written for Remix…Redux III.)
Everything Inside of You (That You Wish You Could Be)
~500 words :: Sky Captain :: Joe/Dex :: 3/25/05
Joe is the hero and Polly is the heroine; Dex knows he’ll never be more than the sidekick. (Note: This is a remix of Madison’s Deviation from the Rule, written for Remix…Redux III.)
The Thin Line Between Love and Hate
~1000 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 3/7/05
Ewan hates Jude. Jude hates Ewan. No really. That’s why he can’t stop thinking about him.
Souvenirs
100 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Lestat :: 2/18/05
Gabrielle brings back a souvenir from Chile.
All the Time
100 words :: LotRiPS :: Dom/Elijah :: 2/18/05
The paint on Dom’s nails is chipped and stands out starkly against Elijah’s pale skin, the same colour as the marker he’s using to trace the outline of his hand on Elijah’s back.
Tragic Love
100 words :: Harry Potter/Pirates of the Caribbean :: Harry/Jack Sparrow :: 2/18/05
Captain Jack Sparrow is the new DADA professor.
Weird Muggle Things
100 words :: Harry Potter :: Harry, Ron, Hermione :: 2/18/05
“It looks like the giant squid mated with…something. I don’t remember learning about anything like that.”
Fashion Faux Pas
~700 words :: Jason Isaacs/Liam Neeson/William Fichtner :: 2/4/05
Jason vows revenge after finding that Bill is copying his wardrobe.
A Momentary Lapse of Reason
~1300 words :: A.I. :: Gigolo Joe/OMC :: 12/25/04
It’s dark. Not dark the way Jeremy remembers it from when he was a kid. Not the never-more-than-dim glow of the big city. No, it’s dark here. This town can’t afford to keep itself lit, and the moon’s only a sliver tonight.
Voyeur
~300 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 12/1/04
Ewan feels like some creepy voyeur, getting off on watching his sleeping flatmate, and he wonders how he’ll be able to look Jude in the eye again after this.
Flatmates
~600 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor, Jude Law/Jonny Lee Miller :: 11/15/04
Ewan spends his nights half wishing they’d sleep – not that they’re actually sleeping – in Jonny’s room instead of Jude’s, and half glad they don’t. Jude’s bedroom is the one that shares a wall with Ewan’s.
I Don’t Seem Obvious, Do I?
100 words :: Sky Captain :: Joe/Dex :: 11/12/04
Dex finds Joe’s presence more than a little distracting.
Recognition
~4400 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 10/26/04
Ewan props his chin up in one hand and drums his fingers on the bar, and it’s only when something moving catches his eye – the bloke next to him shifting – that Ewan focuses on the mirrored tiles behind the bar. He’s appreciating the package – artfully mussed hair, mouth to die for, long, blunt fingers wrapped around his glass – when the bloke looks up, meeting Ewan’s eyes, and oh fuck, it’s him. (Note: This is a sequel to Anonimity. Co-written with Dee.)
Not a Bad Idea
100 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 10/13/04
It’s a long damn way to fly just to spend a week with someone. Especially when they don’t know you’re coming.
Sleeping Alone
100 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 10/13/04
It’s hard to fall asleep; he’s still not used to the bed feeling so empty.
Womaniser
100 words :: Jason Isaacs/Liam Neeson :: 10/13/04
Some people noticed his height first, and some his accent. What Jason noticed was how Liam always seemed to be watching him whenever he turned around.
Shame
100 words :: Star Wars :: Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon :: 10/13/04
Qui-Gon catches Obi-Wan masturbating.
The Path to the Dark Side
100 words :: Penny Arcade :: Gabe/Tycho :: 10/9/04
“Darth Tycho, prepare to die at the hand of my mighty wangsaber. Kshhhzzzzzt woarownoarrrrrr!”
Paying for It
~800 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 9/30/04
“My nose! You’ve fucking broke my nose!”
No Good at Subtlety
~2400 words :: Ewan McGregor/Jonathan Rhys Meyers :: 9/28/04
Ewan hooks up with a hot bartender. (Note: Co-written with Hilary.)
Never Would
200 words :: Sky Captain :: Joe/Dex :: 9/19/04
Dex would never betray Joe.
Anonimity
~1800 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 9/11/04
Ewan’s not innocent, not by any stretch of the imagination, but he’s never actually been propositioned out of the blue. Not in the toilets, anyway. And that is what’s happening here; there’s just no other possible explanation. (Note: Co-written with Dee.)
Reasons
~800 words :: Star Wars :: Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon :: 9/7/04
Everyone’s heard of Ben Kenobi. Most of what they’ve heard is wrong, of course – contrary to the most persistent rumor, he’s not a Sith Lord, and he didn’t kill a man on Coruscant just to watch him die – but he likes it that way. The truth’s not interesting anyway. The truth never matters.
Talking About It
~500 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor, Ewan McGregor/Carrie-Anne Moss :: 7/18/04
Carrie-Anne says, “Do you want to talk about it?” and somehow it all just comes spilling out.
It’s the End of the World
1000 words :: Jude Law/Ewan McGregor :: 5/28/04
Ewan laughed and said he felt fine, sang the whole song over the phone, only he didn’t know all the words and made half of them up.
Not Proper
~900 words :: Peter Pan :: Hook/Mr. Darling :: 1/6/04
George Darling goes looking for his children but finds Hook instead. (Note: This was remixed by Penknife for Remix…Redux VII.)
Surrender
~300 words :: Peter Pan :: Hook/Peter :: 12/1/03
How can the boy be so confident with Hook’s hand tight around his throat? Why isn’t he crying, begging for mercy? Why is he always so damned cocky?
The Worst Moment
500 words :: Enemy at the Gates :: Vassily/Danilov :: 9/29/03
This is not the worst moment of his life. Maybe if he keeps telling himself that, he’ll even start to believe it.
All We Need to Do
~200 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Lestat :: 4/27/03
The silences are worse than the arguments. At least when we fight I know he sees me.
Breaking and Entering
~1000 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Lestat :: 4/8/03
Lestat drags Louis out shopping, which involves a little breaking and entering, since the shops are all closed at this hour. (Note: This is the sequel to Riding in Cars with Boys and is the sixth and final fic in the Coming Back to Life series, a collection of stories set in a universe where Akasha doesn’t rise.)
The Magical Mammary Tour
~1200 words :: adult :: Vampire Chronicles :: David/Louis, Merrick :: 3/27/03
David and Louis fall under the sway of Merrick’s hypnotic breasts.
Everything Falls Apart
~900 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Claudia :: 3/25/03
Claudia realizes she’s never going to grow up.
Sunrise
~500 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Lestat :: 3/16/03
Louis struggles to stay awake for his last sunrise.
Desperation
~800 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Lestat :: 3/10/03
I’m still in that half-sleep that I love; not the dark, dream-filled death-sleep, but a lazy, self-perpetuating drowse that always feels so much like being mortal that it seems I can almost feel the sun’s warmth on my skin.
Whatever It Takes
~800 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Lestat :: 3/4/03
I hadn’t even been in the New World a week yet and here I was blithely contemplating something I’d thought I wouldn’t attempt for decades at the very least.
Remembering
~700 words :: Harry Potter :: Draco :: 2/22/03
Every September for seven years he had unpacked Salazar just like this, tossing it on the bed and watching as it wrapped itself into a coil. And Crabbe and Goyle had not dared laugh at him, because it was not just any stuffed toy, it was a symbol of Draco’s loyalty to Slytherin.
Making Memories
~400 words :: Vampire Chronicles :: Louis/Armand :: 1/31/03
He absorbed those sounds as he did the breathing, taking them into himself and making them into memories for the time when Louis was no longer with him.